I can't say that I even thought about this place until someone I had met here emailed me out of the blue. What's even more surprising is only one person's removed me. So why is that, everyone else? Pity? Laziness? I don't know. I certainly don't believe that people kept me in the hopes that I'd be back because that would be silly.
Of course that is to say that I won't ever use this again. Yet here we are.
My life has changed maybe not too drastically, but well enough.
I know why what happened happened. I don't fucking care anymore, though I admit that it changed me. It's up to you to decide whether or not it was for the better. I think it was. And I think I made myself clear on my feelings and I'm glad that people had the decency to finally drop it.
Does it matter though? Nope. I'm smarter now. I have myself a new man, and surprise surprise, it's my best friend. After all this time. Considerable age difference, but who the fuck cares? I've loved the bastard since the day I met him, almost 9 years ago. Funny how that works, huh?
My job is as perfect as can be. I'm busy as all hell and to be quite honest, it's what's been leaving me sane at the end of the day. I like the fact that I don't feel useless anymore and that while I received a celebrity status I feel I don't deserve, it's nice to finally know the feeling when people respect you and hang onto your every word.
I think I learned something from all this, and that I also make damn good games. I'm proud of Megaman 10, I'm proud of Dead Rising 2, I'm proud of everything I have ever worked on and will continue to work on. I've also learned that writing music for Capcom games is one of the coolest things I have the privilege of doing.
Now I spend my time with the fans, who are amazing beyond words, and I quit alot of my fandoms because I think I've matured enough now. I'll still stay true to my favourites, because they've been with me for such a long time.
So this I'll consider a goodbye. I wish the best for all of you. Good thing most of you I already know in other places and still actively talk to on a somewhat-regular basis, and if the rest of you wish to follow me somewhere else, then you are more than welcome to. A good example would be my Twitter
, I guess. I like Twitter.
I don't think I'll really delete good old Blumebear... God knows why. It was fun while it lasted and I met some very awesome people here, but there are multiple reasons I don't come here. But there is truly no reason to go on any further.